Oh boy.

I'VE BEEN SO FUCKING TIRED DAMMIT.

Lets go in order...

Thursday: GAME vs. DA. we won, thank god. we did really good. We had a lot of supoorters and plus, my mommmy came ;D i was so happy. Luck charm all right there (= I love you mom!
After, stayed for varsity, they lost "/ its all good. you guys played well! it was so close!
After, went to floatbuilding, got celesti, then went back to my place and both took a friggin shower. Got my sleeping clothes and all my shit, went back to floatbuilding. 11:30, we got done with everything, YESS! and everyone went to thai spice where we built the ballooon bridge. OMFGOMFGOMFG OMFG, we ALL stayed up til 5am. that fucking night, and had about 1 hour of fucking sleep, and i was soooo fucking in a bitch mode the whole day... "/ next morning, we made three big trips back and forth from thai spice for the balloons, it looked GREAT!

Friday: Rally, game, and parade.
Rally was coooo. Every class looked nice, seniors, big ups. balloon bridges looked wonderful.
Parade, so hot and so tiring,especially after a longt night. I was ready to collapse right after. haha
and game... YEAH, i didn't go. haha
I got home from school, knocked out at 4pm.. set my alarm clock so i can be at the game at 6pm... i didn't wake up til 12AM. hahah whoops. slept through it all, we won though! go spartans!
Not even that, iw oke up thinking i was late to the game. hahah sooooo stupid.

& saturday, today.
I woke up again at fucking 5am. then back to sleep and officially woke up at like 6:50.
Forensics tournament at pvhs. Worked from 7:30-10:30am. SOO TIRED STILL. it was good, saw everyone dressed up all nice, heard some results, helped out a lot. met this cute WHITE tall analy guy that was cute who gave me a random ass hug. hahah :DDDD came home, and watched transformers with my mommy. Went to pick up my brother, then after we went to target.
It was so weird, my mom wasn't trippin when i loaded the cart of with a bunch of bullshit, i thought she would trip, but for some reason i guess she was in a good ass mood today. ahha yee. thanks mom again, love you! came back home for no longer than 2 min. mother gave me some money, and i got swooped and went to concord. it was fun, got home around 9-10.

& that its.

Deal with it.

once again, I'm crammed up with hella shit to do in so little time.
Deal with it tiffany, fucking deal with it.

Dammit. Game vs. elcerrito tomorrow. lightweight juiced.

Thursday: homecoming, it was alright i guess. I didn't come home til like 4. Park tho :D

Friday: shoppping in the city

Saturday: College fair & party at my cousins house. what a fucking night.. happy birthday meshaqqqq :D

Sunday: Santa rosa...

I still depend on karma.. no matter what.
Because what you did, I'll never forget.

Cold Sunday Day.

The weather changed dramatically over these past few days.
Today even looks like its gunna rain.
My day was filled with nothings and somethings. Dull.

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, seriously, the WRONG side, i usually
would wake up from my left side, for some reason i was on my right side.
I moved my bed around last night, trying to make room in my room? if that made sense.
I got it where I wanted to be, so I guess i got kinda confused when I woke up. haha.

Brushed my teeth, tied my hair, put on some sweats since it was sooooo cold and
went to the living room to watch some tool academy. My dad decided to go get some china delight.
YUM, i haven't had it ina while. so that was something great, I came home, and watched juno.
its been a while for that movie too.

Farmville and cafeworld is addicting :D

I MISS MY MOM, she's in texas "/
Shes having fun using her new blackberry & think its so fascinating to text me on it. hahaha
she is really something, I love her. I dont know what i'll do without her,
its been 3 days, and the house is so... COLD w/out her. I can't wait til you come back mom.

i need to paint my nails.
I miss my cousin.

I hate this.

I miss my beloved cousin beverly so much =(
I miss being skinny
I miss my long healthy ass hair
I miss watching tv and movies
I miss going shopping all the time
I miss those "chill" ass days
I miss those family get togethers every sunday
I miss those long car rides w/ my cousins
I miss santa rosa......
Oh boy, i miss so many things right now..
Sometimes I wish I had a time capsule.
Or a magic wand or something like that.

Game tomorrow, against Richmond High. Wish us luck big time.

*sigh. Off to bed, estoy muy cansado.

And then some...

So last friday, I went to Garrison's Waterpolo tournament.
I met milani there, and we just chilled and watched the boys (;
Sexonator won his first game, but lost his second. Its all good right?
It was way better than I thought, and I enjoyed it VERY much.
Shit, i've never seen so many half naked guys in my LIFEEEEEEEEEEEE damn.
hahahah White boys all day though (=

I got sick! Well, i was sick, but then it got so much worse on the weekend.
I didnt go NO WHERE, i was intentionally supose to go to the october fest, but then i couldn't. WACKO. I didn't go to school on monday, thats how much i was sick. I usually NEVER miss school with my parents knowing, of course (;. hahaha. exclude cutting.
I went to school today, but i felt EHH, i sounded like a man all day.
Like mr.rees and shit, thats not even cute. hahah

Tomorrow: practice.

Thursday; GAME.

RE: Realize.
- I don't understand you.
Out of no where though? Did it take you this long to finally realize that i DIDN'T cut you out of my life? You still were in my life, but then again, i dont think you understood of how busy I got. And still am. I dont know whats going on. Then you slowly just excluded me out of your life, and YES i do realize these things, so i figured i should do the same. Those posts.... oh where the hell do I start? Should I even get started with this? Or am I really just gunna waste my time? you told me numerous of times that you will never judge me. And you DID, you listened to what people said and you put it against me, when CLEARLY we BARELY talked, so how would you know the real deal? by just basing your facts on peoples opinions? thats not the way to go. AND i thought you knew much better than that. and when i confronted you about it, your responses to me were like bs. like you didn't care what you said and how much it meant. What am i suppose to think now? That'll be unknown and I 'll just let it be..