Thursday, April 30, 2009

Sugar Sugar Sugar

That flo rida song was in my head.
haha, these days, I need an ipod =(
I miss having one, music was my savior.

Testing is OVER, blessssss me. I guessed on most of them tho =) haha
I have a feeling I'm gunna score low this year, my first year.
Other than that... Life itself is pretty damn coo.
I'm living, like any other human being.
Shit and things happen, but what can I say, life will be life, I'm only human & I can only do as much as I could, I'm sorry if I'm not perfect.

My motto keeps me motivated, helps me get through the day, and have a strong ass shield of self-confidence- " through ANYTHING, and EVERYTHING, at the end...when everyone leaves.. YOU are all that matters. Whos going to be living your life? YOU ARE. Whos going to be making life changing decisions? YOU ARE. Good things don't last forever, the people who consists in your life now, good or bad, won't matter to your future unless you choose to keep them around, but again, we're all going to be grown up now, and what the fuck is going to matter to other people, when they have THEIR life to deal with themselves? because at the end, its all about YOU."

Goodshit.

I have what I need, and I got what I love, it might not be permanent, but im enjoying it while its in my life.
I'm SHlacccking in school, but im still giving in as much as I can.

"When im tryin to do good, the bad always comes
When im out doin bad, the good always runs" --- I hate when that happens.

11:36 pm, I told myself I was going to sleep early, what the hell was I thinking. AHhhh, I'm so tired. Goodnight bloggers.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Love, Peace & Chicken Grease.

Today was absolutely fun.
I woke up, didn't go to a-period, went to school around 8:00
Met up with Ryan, Pastor, Matthew, and Arman and 711.
We all decided to go to Matt Lopez's house.
And we did, meeting up with Chau and Ngan as well ;D
It was pretty chill, we all had fun and there was no sort of drama.
After, we all went around Pinole Plaza and headed to the creek.
Ahhh, it was hilarious, we took homo pictures and just had a good asssss time.
I'd re-live this day over if i had the chance to.
Didn't go to school the whole day, feels goood.

yipppppeeeeeeeeeee

Monday, April 27, 2009

Just do it.

MIND OVER MATTER

I DON'T MIND, AND YOU DON'T MATTER.
OH WELL NEGGGGAA!

Follow your heart.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

diamonds.

SPRING BREAK WAS CRACKIN' (=
I was out of town the whole time, no phone and it was ALL GOOD.
It feels good to be MIA sometimes, i had nothing to worry about. but of course, I still missed mis amigos and stuff. and amigas. haha
HIGHLIGHT OF MY SPRING BREAK:::::: I GOT A TAN! (= i had to literally, burn and roast out there in the sun for HOURS and hours everyyyday. I hope it made a difference haha.

-my baby cousin MIYA was born on thursday at 8:23pm (=
shes soooo cute and I adore her so much. A new member of the family, it feels guuuuud.

Friday night was really something tho (= hahah

But now, I'm back at home once again.
I got a new stable phone now! YAY! finally. I've been breaking al ot of phones lately. haha But the last one really wasn't my fault. it broke on ME. I got the same number, so hit me.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

I'm just trying to find the right road.

Where do I start?

The weather is getting hotter and hotter, by the time we get to start seeing some sun.

Badminton has been great, full of joy and laughter, theres plenty where that came from.

School? Bless my soul, thank god im doing so much better. I knew I can do it. Its not the best, but its much better than last quarter. Except my Geometry teacher, stupid motherfucker.

Friends? You already know. There will be wonderfuls, and there will be horribles. I apologize for my rudeness and bitchyness toward some people, I don't mean to, but sometimes its just all i can do. Its what happens when you just have so much going through your mind, and you dont know where to start, you find that your so damn motherfucking lost when all you just want is success. So you let it out on people who don't deserve it, whom may done nothing to you at all. Lo siento, forreals.

Lately, I've been trying to straighten out my priorities.
I know what I want, but time doesn't let me pursue them sometimes.
These days, life only consist of money & time, surely, they don't wait for you.
I feel like giving up sometimes, but I know if i give up, either way I'm going to have to get through it one way or the other, theres never such thing as avoiding reality.
It's so easy for me to be saying these things, but sometimes I wish I can follow it as well.
Afterall, as days, weeks, months pass by, I only want two things, Success and to be happy.
I gotta learn how to balance my life out & school. I've been trying to do that since the first day of school, yet until this day it is STILL hard.

Spring break is arriving! I'm excited. I want to go swimming, hang out, shopping, tan. All that typical fun stuff (; I'm pretty sure I"m going to be spending it in santa rosa, Yipppeee.

I feel like writing in this blog is like once in a blue moon rather than EVERYDAY. ughh.