Sunday, January 25, 2009

I wish I coulda done this earlier...

So, its a new year, 09 ;D

I should of started to blog up on new years, but i've failed to do that, obviously.
here something that I wanted to do at the beginning of this year; Take a picture every-
single day, and by the end of the year, I wanted to compare and see how much i've changed.
People say I changed so much within the years, but i never actually agreed. I thought i was the same, I didn't really notice anything. So i thought this was going to actually set me straight & see for myself of how much I've changed.
-I'm going to start Feb. 1st since I couldn't do it on jan 1st -_-

Well, I found out what my grades were for semesters, and yet I was sooooooooooooooo dissapointed in myself. My UC berk. dreams are all gone now =( I'm so determined, and im so focused, I'll promise myself that i'll do whatever it'll take to get a 4.0 , I've failed. BADLY.

Starting 3rd quarter, I really can't afford to do all of this.. even though thats what i said in the beggining of the year, im so serious. "I promise I'll hit that shit homerun and make my parents proud" I can't mess it up... I'm focused. And this quarter, I will succeed. and mostly, I will make my parents happy. Faith & Believin'.

So cross softball out, it's badminton time =) I really wish I could do both, but I had to chose one. Badminton it is. I hope its gunna be fun =) and I can build my skills from there and play throughout my years of highschool.

I just want to make it through, happily & successfullyyyyy.

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