I'm just trying to find the right road.

Where do I start?

The weather is getting hotter and hotter, by the time we get to start seeing some sun.

Badminton has been great, full of joy and laughter, theres plenty where that came from.

School? Bless my soul, thank god im doing so much better. I knew I can do it. Its not the best, but its much better than last quarter. Except my Geometry teacher, stupid motherfucker.

Friends? You already know. There will be wonderfuls, and there will be horribles. I apologize for my rudeness and bitchyness toward some people, I don't mean to, but sometimes its just all i can do. Its what happens when you just have so much going through your mind, and you dont know where to start, you find that your so damn motherfucking lost when all you just want is success. So you let it out on people who don't deserve it, whom may done nothing to you at all. Lo siento, forreals.

Lately, I've been trying to straighten out my priorities.
I know what I want, but time doesn't let me pursue them sometimes.
These days, life only consist of money & time, surely, they don't wait for you.
I feel like giving up sometimes, but I know if i give up, either way I'm going to have to get through it one way or the other, theres never such thing as avoiding reality.
It's so easy for me to be saying these things, but sometimes I wish I can follow it as well.
Afterall, as days, weeks, months pass by, I only want two things, Success and to be happy.
I gotta learn how to balance my life out & school. I've been trying to do that since the first day of school, yet until this day it is STILL hard.

Spring break is arriving! I'm excited. I want to go swimming, hang out, shopping, tan. All that typical fun stuff (; I'm pretty sure I"m going to be spending it in santa rosa, Yipppeee.

I feel like writing in this blog is like once in a blue moon rather than EVERYDAY. ughh.