Tetris.

Ever since I downloaded this shit on my phone, I swear I've been addicted!
I play a game of tetris before I go to sleep tho =) haha, level 11 over 105 lines! highest score so far.

So I'm gunna break the majors of my life down...

SCHOOL: It's been pretty good actually, this whole week I've done HW at home, instead of at school, and I've been turning in my assignments ON TIME. thank god. Haha, its 4th quarter now, why start to slack? ya know? =) EVERYDAY, every single solitary day, I look forward for 2nd period, PIANO. I'm currently working on a piece " my heart will go on" - titanic theme song, yet so far, i've nailed down a page & a half :D it sounds so beautiful, the piece itself. I really want a piano, and I want to be hella BEAST on it, its my favorite part of the day. & I love it.

GENERAL: My rooms a mess. My grandma just recently left to go live with my aunt in Sac. I'm in NEED of more sleep -_- I really want to drop a few pounds and work these cloudy ass arms out. UGH. Recently, i decorated my phone with hella animals ;) now it looks like a farm. ahha My parents and I tho! its so odd of how we're getting along with eachother soo well, but, it feels kinda good.

AMIGOS Y AMIGA: Ok. Where the hell do I start? With me, I'm just living really. I've had to actually NAIL and GLUE and ACCEPT the fact that " People will come and go, but remember, life goes on" Life will be life, shit will happen, and you will lose people. Good or bad, its a guarantee it will happen. With all my heart, I hate to see it happen. Drama free, holmes :) whatever happened, I'll leave it to that, I'll just be willing. But at the same time, what can I do NOW? they say its never too late for anything, but situations like these, its basically too late. If its gone, then its H-I-S-T-O-R-Y and it will N-E-V-E-R come or be the same again. Why do people do things to hurt eachother when it comes right back around and hits you in the back? Why are we all hurting eachother? Why? but hey, its true.. and everyone knows it. Bare with me, because I bare with myself every second, minute, and days in my life. Please.
CAN WE GIVE PEACE A CHANCE NOW? daaaaaaaaamn, shit.


Motivations: Life is a game. Everyone plays it. I've gotten so far already, its just TOO LATE for me to quit in anything.. I gotta keep it moving, I can't be slowing traffic, I need to keep it on the fast track. But not too fast. but steady enough to balance my life out with everything else. From the beginning of the year, and until now, I could say that I've changed. I've realized, understood, and seen the true colors of things in general, and it got me to think of like on a WHOLE different level. It's a good thing, I'm setting bigger dreams & Brighter futures, and I'm gunna chase it with every breathe I have. "BE THE CHANGE" I'll be the change in MY life, I'm gunna better myself & just do it. Let me make my mistakes, let me suffer and realize what i've done. Its part of growing and being mature. Everyone makes mistakes, and yet plenty of them. "BUT IT ISN'T A MISTAKE, UNLESS YOU'VE DONE IT AGAIN" just learn from them. & live life. I'm doing it, taking baby steps, but STILL they're steps. Life is just too short. Word.


Its 12:19 AM, and I'm getting tired. Goodnight, bloggers.