Saturday, July 25, 2009

fucking shit...

I got home at 4am this morning.
I didn't wake up til 1pm.

It was hella hard sleeping in my OWN bed for the first time in 2ina half weeks... took me about an hour to fall asleep.. I was so use to sleeping with my cousin in the same TWIN fucking bed. haha I dont even know how we did it. my house looks different. feels different. smells different. jeeez.

I miss my boyfriend already.
I miss seeing him almost everyday lately..
I MISS SANTA ROSA..
I wanna go to school there, monty though.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i dont know how many fucking times im gunna say this but i missssss myyyyyy boyyyyyyfrieeeeeeeeeeeenddddddddd. 3+ months and still going.
I'm never gunna forget that basketball game I went to go see when you played, suprisingly standing next to your dad, the car ride back home with both of your parents, feels like it was the longest car ride of my life. hahah I miss you baby :( I'm coming back soon, before school starts for you. fuck.. "/ I dont wanna be here at all.

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