Goooooodbye July!

Its the last month of july.
This month has probably been the most craziest month for me this year so far.
A LOT happened, geebus. good things, and bad things.
But I enjoyed it while I could, hello August.

Lateley, things aren't going as how i thought it would be.
whats going on?
I miss my bf.

Also, for some reason.
I've been looking at different schools.
One of my moms customers came in , was a professor at UCSF and she was in charge of some shit at Lowell High in SF, and she convinced my mom that I should go to a school OUT of WCCUSD. She said the best schools in the bay area are in Orinda. More like, Miramonte High & Campolinda. I actually took the time to see if it was good, and yet, they're ranked up pretty damn high academically. I wanna go to a different school, and try different things. Its not that I don't like PV, i just think that... it wouldn't hurt to try another school out. I shoulda took the offer for salesians when I could. fuck.

Sophmore year:
IM NOT EVEN KIDDING HOLMES.
I want this so bad, and im striving, DESPERATELY, just to be successful.
I fucked up this year, sorta, and I guess i had to go through it to finally realize that its time I take responsibility of my actions and how much I reallly put into school. & this year, Im going all in. I WANT IT, so bad. No more lagging. My transcript is something I need to value. My life is something I should take full control of. Afterall, I do make my own decisions.
This year, 09-10, I wanna do everything I can just for me to finally be happy of my grades.
And for the most part, I just wanna see my parents happy again, for me.

Speaking of my parents,
I never really take the time to tell you guys how much I appreciate you.
If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be here. Forreal. You guys work so hard, just for our family. You guys give up your everyday normal lives, and put yourself in a restaurant business. That is basically your life now. I've never seen you guys so serious when it came down to business, yes, you guys probably had many years of experience, but this time, your business is fully ran by YOU TWO. Thank you so much for what you have given me. You've given me everything I ever wanted. (I still need a phone, holla!) Although I dissapoint you sometimes, i always found a way to never give up and when i did fall back down hard, I got back up confidence. You two are the best, and I coudln't ask for more in you. I love you, mom and dad.

Enough of that.
Summer is already ending! orientation is on the 14th for me, 9am. & that day is also the last forensics meet. YEEEE =) first day of school, 25h. I'm always excited when I go back to school, i guess thats how everyone is, but just a tad bit we all know we're gunna miss summer. haha for a fact, i know i will! :DD

& baby, its almost our 4 month<3 :)