Joo lie phoe

I'm packing.
I'm leaving.
tooooooooooooo... Tahoe.
I'm not really that excited, I've been there plenty of times.
Jet Skiiing, Night swimming, Night strolling, Ice skating? if they still have it. haha
Buffets, Casinos, downtown mall, big ass bowling alley, site seeing, hiking, etc.

I wish I had my phone.

My hair smells good.
I'm using shampoo from asia that suppose to make your hair healthy.
Japanese products though.

I miss my boyfriend.

Tonight, my parents aren't working.
So we're going out to dinner to somewhere "fancy" as what they say, I hope they pull through.
I'm hellllllllla hungry.

I cleaned my room for like 3 hours, thank god. I wouldn't have to deal with it after I come back from my trip.

I don't know why I space my blog out like every single line?

ya know?

Relationship with my parents been hella good lately. Good sign. I try not to fuss and fight with my mom everyday :) haha. I just want them to be happy, as much as I'm happy. & I don't want to dissapoint them either. They work hard enough.

Let met sculpt myself cuddy.
Lately, I've been feeling pretty good of myself. I feel proud & thankful. I feel like I'm doing the right thing everyday. I want to continue to live my life like THIS. drama-free & just enjoying.
I find myself loving to be independent. I love being alone, not literally, but alone as not having someone too close to me. Because you never know when you can lose someone so close to you, unexpectedly. I say its a fear for me, to lose someone that made an impact on my life. Having family & CERTAIN yet LIMITED friends close enough, I don't need anyone else. Keeping my bubble small here. I learned not to give out my trust like a piece of candy, of course I knew that before, but I feel more aware of what I'm doing. Trust issues. I'm happy. I'm satisfied. & I'm set to go.

it feels good to let things off my shoulders, thats what a blog is for right?

I'll update when I get back, happy 4th of july!