"I got over you before, I can get over it now baby"

Last night went down hard.
Everything happened so fast.
It is, what is is.
Forever turned into, never.
Those promises, are alll broken.

Those little big words, don't mean anything now.
The "I love yous" aren't to buy for.
I don't even know if i could talk to you.
I dont even know if i could just be friends.

I'm not mad at the fact it happened, not at all.
But your tone of voice, really, you didn't care.
I could instantly tell. You didn't give a fuck.
"I care too much." I don't think i'll ever believe that now.
It might take me a while, but I'm sure im gunna be saying I DONT GIVE A FUCK, later.
Its how its always gunna be like, worthless at the end.
I guess I was never tooo "good" for you.

I put in SO much, no one will ever know.
I took the time to go fucking see you.
I spent my mothafuckin summer trying to do that.
I tried, and i PROMISED that I will never give up.
& I never did. Until this day, I'm pulling through on this
one now, & I'LL NEVER GIVE UP ON ANYTHING IN MY
FUCKING LIFE, ya dirty bitch.

No hard feelings , its just gunna take some time to
accept things the way they are now. I only need time.
I'm trying to be strong, & i'm gunna continue to keep
my head up.
& I'll make sure you feel bad for what you did.
I'm gunna rely on karma this time, "babe".

You might be a hooper, but you ain't the only one.
But at the end, people, even the most unexpected ones, made me feel better.
They gave me reasons of why I should be smiling.
They gave me reasons of why I should feel proud of myself.
& afterall, It will NEVER be my lost. Seriously, you better recognize.

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Anyways, enough whininng and bitching about that.
I hope I leave today.
& I'm looking forward on my brothers performance.
& that guy MY BROTHER is trying to hook me up with.
Yeah, i know right? hahaha thats what im saying.