Why?

"Through these past few days I've been reminiscing back

it's the first time I couldn't understand what we had

Was it love? Was it passion? Was it all a waste of time?

now its hate, now its pain, now its all this shit combined

I can't force myself to erase all our memories

but when I'm thinking back I always feel like u fooled me

nobody to blame but myself from being blinded

crying in my sleep hoping this hurting passes by

I've been told by my sisters how these guys are all the same

but you had me so convinced that my world suddenly changed

cause you always made me smile but a smile isn't forever

and I guess its unpredictable like change in the weather

I thought we'd work it out like those other times before

but the truth had to reveal, we cant live a lie no more

I'm still young and I'm still trying to stay true to my heart

my dreams have disappeared and now my life's scattered apart"

I seriously need to build a bridge and get the fuck over it fast.